How life is

 

 

Be proud of who you are

Walk like a star. You have it all

Be proud of who you are

They will call you names

And think all you want is fame

Everyone has her own story

So it’s not important to be same

You don’t need to do what she did

Because you’re not her

You go on your ways let her go in hers

Be proud of who you are

Walk like a star. You have it all

Be proud of who you are.

Love yourself

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its all about me

They says it’s about me and thee
But may be it’s about only me
It’s about how I feel and what makes me
I have been a girl who lived for thee
With my hopes downs.
I took you the way you are
I never wanted to change thee
All I ever wanted was to make you smile
Walk by your side.
 I thought it was love
But it was all about thee
Not about me
I lost myself
Trying to be good enough for thee
Trying to make you smile
Trying to keep you happy
Now when I look back
All I see is tears in my eyes and how I cried like a child
 I thought it was love
But it was all about thee
Not about me
 
Its time I stop this.

Because I know you’re not worth my love

So it’s no more about thee

Now it’s only about me
So now I am going to love me

You were never worth and you’ll never be

Now it’s only about me ,only about me 

i wish to be in love

I wish to be in love

Be with someone who will hold on to me

Be with someone I can trust

Someone who makes me feel free

I am waiting for you

My heart is broken

 its in pieces waiting for thee

May be soon it won’t feel anything

As people now and then hurt me

I have lost the feeling that feeling which makes me believe in thee  

I wish to be in love

Be with someone who will hold on to me

Love you know comes with time

We need to wait and go on dates

Look in each others eyes and see

What world means for thee and me

I am just another girl  who longs to be in love

But is afraid to count on thee

Will you save my sole tonight.

will you hold me tight

In your  arms and never let go

Will you stay by my side

Will you save my sole tonight

And say you love me

I wish to be in love

Be with someone  who will hold on to me

live out loud

Live out loud

You’re meant for clouds

Life is short so do what you want

You will get hurt but don’t give up

Smile a lot.

Never give up on love but wait for the best

Don’t be easy because you are made for the best

So live out loud.

You’re meant for clouds

Life is short so do what you want

17 and still a kid

When you open up yr heart and say what you think.

 You’re 17 and still a kid

When you laugh out loud and stare at clouds

You’re 17 and still a kid

When you walk like you don’t care about anyone

You’re 17 and still a kid

When you play with kids.

You’re 17 and still a kid

 When you try to learn football

 You’re 17 and still a kid.

When you don’t want to date and leave things on your fate.

 You’re 17 and still a kid

When you talk to god and tell him things are going wrong

You’re 17 and still a kid    

When you dream of building underground elevators all over your city

So that it’s easy to meet your friends

You’re 17 and still a kid

When you feel  clouds are magical   

You’re 17 and a kid.

When you tell your heart

 “Hearty don’t be sad not everyone can be so raw and clean when your 17”

You feel so light as if flying and so proud of your thoughts

Trust me it’s not easy to be 17 and still a kid.

STAY RAW STAY HAPPY

you did something to me

boy! you did something to me. I cant explain
you make me feel so different i cant feel the pain
i thought i moved on!
but when i see you i feel the same
 nothing changed
when ever i think of you i feel the same
not a thing did change
i don't believe in love that's what i say and feeling change
but i cant get you out of my mind
may be i love you
i am so not OK
hell! i still feel the same
let me just face it now
even if you love someone else
i am still lost in those days
when you were mine
you ll always be my MR. RIGHT
boy u did something to me i cant change 

22-12-2012

22-12-2012

MATHS’S EXAM!

It is crazy! I thought, ill manage to study on 21-12-2012. As my maths exam was on 22-12-2012.

But god had other plans. It was said 21 is the last day of our world . but as u all know nothing happened and this fact was as true as the fact that i got 98 in maths duh ! bad joke.

So 21-12-12 was a important day for me really really Important. I woke up around 7 am but I was not well had cold n fever I could not even get up from bed

Had back pain due to sleeping on my drawing board ( that's what a architecture student does during exams :P)

And staring at my Ms. Freshers shas for hours. That’s another story so I was thinking how will I study for my maths exam and at the same time I was thinking about that girl to was RAPED and torched to the worst and then I was reminded of the rely we had planed last night.

this incident shook me hard. I could not believe this. But after I finally  accepted the facts this really happened. Maths exam was not a big deal.

New friend

so i made a new new friend cool !
but how ? it was like i was alone she came to me and asked about my pink bag !
yeah i am girly and i love pink .
she asked me about my pink bag and then she started telling me about her bag her house her sister her mother her father her dresses and her house in US and her car and  everything she knew about her self.
 I found all that interesting for some days but then .
she blew  my mind  off !.
but still she was my  only friend and i listen to what ever she said .
yeah she is really good at heart her name Arushi Sharma my new friend in Chelsea ( Convent of Jesus and Mary is also know as Chelsea ) but then i met a girl with my name !

New school

so what   made me change from a never noticed girl to one of the most popular girl of my school.

all this started from my new school convent of Jesus and Mary.

I was in 7th grade then. i had no friends! 

my new school

but i was  my best friend.

yeah i used to talk to my self and people thought i am crazy !

I still talk to my self and now people find that's cute! 

I always loved my self.

so i had my own world and i loved being alone.

but god had some other plans for me.

As i entered my new class girls started asking me things like what's your name  ? 

where are you from?

and some really stupid questions like are you  new ?( that's how teacher introduced me to the whole class saying i am new what's the point asking the same question again ) 

are you in our class! ( no i am sitting in your  class just for fun ) 

one of them asked me even your name is Anamika ? that was !..............

i don't have words for that !

After some time i found that there was one more girl who's name was Anamika  Bhatia 

same name ! i don't like Shearing  things and shearing my name come on its a big NO! 

I hate it (that's what i said to myself that time) 

but i dint say anything to anyone ( i dint' want to wast my time )

and again i was lost in my world 

but then i made a friend !

I overcame my fears

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Today saw myself I am cute and fun.

Looked back thought, how was I all these years.

Was it full of tears!

But it was full of smile.

 Which I never did hide.

My life’s been full of people who really care and hate my tears.

They love my smile.

Whenever I am in tears I think of everyone who really care’s

 I love them they love me too.

That’s life we got to smile even with tears for the one’s who’s really cares.

When Sun is gone moon takes over

As every sweating face smiles when game is over

I am standing by my window looking at the moon with a smile.

Only one thought in my mind “loved this day it was full of work and play

I grew a day older a day wiser a my knees are blue my mind is full of new thoughts

Eyes in tears and smile which shows I overcame my fears

I overcame my fears!

Dreams

As each second passes by we loose a bit of life

That bit never comes back

People come and go ,who are they we don’t know!

Some dream there dreams some achieve there dreams

And they make sure, that we know who they are.

These dreamers who achieve there dreams are the ones who live there dreams .

They are day dreamers they are different

They change things

They change rules

They won’t let us forget

Who they are!..

They live life there way

And rule in every  way

Trust me that’s the best way

 Let’s live each and every day

my new ways

New way as they say are mostly different and New
My new school looks gray
I never mix work and play
But sometimes in class things change
Everyone is sweet but sometimes things are strange
Girls are cute, boys don’t know what to say
They are fun, smart but sometimes difficult and strange
I am on my new ways
Things are cute sweet and strange!
I am on my new way

i am a dreamer, a teenager

I am a dreamer, a Teenager.

I am living my Dreams,my life.
I meet angels everyday, my family my friends.
I see god everyday, in trees, woods and every cloudy day.
I watch life everyday,in the sunrise and every night.
i am dreaming my dreams, my ambitions my vision.
I am achieving them all ,by living all my days
i am a dreamer, a teenager

my life your way

For me life was like,
When you are good to someone, they will be good to you.
When you trust someone, they will never break it

For me life was rocking and fun, but then I got to know
No one saw like that
They got me wrong.
Someone broke my trust and I was left alone

When I looked for help from my friends
They said I saw life in a way that was wrong!
I was shattered and smashed
And forgot to forgive and smile.

I wanted to cry but I did not!
Because I knew, there was no one who cared.
So keeping my tears locked in my heart, I moved on
But thanks for the lesson you taught me
That not every one is a friend and finally I know that

LOVE TRUST EMOTIONS are just in books not in real life

drug addict

he is not devil

there was something in his eyes as if he just came out of hell !
I could see that hatred fear pain in his eyes.
Pain of loosing something and fear of loving something
HE said he hates us all but I saw something else in his eyes
It was fear of love !
Love which he never got but wanted to give us all
WE lost him his sweet sole ,
he is not a devil but a drug addict that's what he became because of us all
because of us all !...............