its all about me

They says it’s about me and thee
But may be it’s about only me
It’s about how I feel and what makes me
I have been a girl who lived for thee
With my hopes downs.
I took you the way you are
I never wanted to change thee
All I ever wanted was to make you smile
Walk by your side.
 I thought it was love
But it was all about thee
Not about me
I lost myself
Trying to be good enough for thee
Trying to make you smile
Trying to keep you happy
Now when I look back
All I see is tears in my eyes and how I cried like a child
 I thought it was love
But it was all about thee
Not about me
 
Its time I stop this.

Because I know you’re not worth my love

So it’s no more about thee

Now it’s only about me
So now I am going to love me

You were never worth and you’ll never be

Now it’s only about me ,only about me 

live out loud

Live out loud

You’re meant for clouds

Life is short so do what you want

You will get hurt but don’t give up

Smile a lot.

Never give up on love but wait for the best

Don’t be easy because you are made for the best

So live out loud.

You’re meant for clouds

Life is short so do what you want

17 and still a kid

When you open up yr heart and say what you think.

 You’re 17 and still a kid

When you laugh out loud and stare at clouds

You’re 17 and still a kid

When you walk like you don’t care about anyone

You’re 17 and still a kid

When you play with kids.

You’re 17 and still a kid

 When you try to learn football

 You’re 17 and still a kid.

When you don’t want to date and leave things on your fate.

 You’re 17 and still a kid

When you talk to god and tell him things are going wrong

You’re 17 and still a kid    

When you dream of building underground elevators all over your city

So that it’s easy to meet your friends

You’re 17 and still a kid

When you feel  clouds are magical   

You’re 17 and a kid.

When you tell your heart

 “Hearty don’t be sad not everyone can be so raw and clean when your 17”

You feel so light as if flying and so proud of your thoughts

Trust me it’s not easy to be 17 and still a kid.

STAY RAW STAY HAPPY

22-12-2012

22-12-2012

MATHS’S EXAM!

It is crazy! I thought, ill manage to study on 21-12-2012. As my maths exam was on 22-12-2012.

But god had other plans. It was said 21 is the last day of our world . but as u all know nothing happened and this fact was as true as the fact that i got 98 in maths duh ! bad joke.

So 21-12-12 was a important day for me really really Important. I woke up around 7 am but I was not well had cold n fever I could not even get up from bed

Had back pain due to sleeping on my drawing board ( that's what a architecture student does during exams :P)

And staring at my Ms. Freshers shas for hours. That’s another story so I was thinking how will I study for my maths exam and at the same time I was thinking about that girl to was RAPED and torched to the worst and then I was reminded of the rely we had planed last night.

this incident shook me hard. I could not believe this. But after I finally  accepted the facts this really happened. Maths exam was not a big deal.

Ode to my window desk

I am sitting in a window desk gazing at the things around.
Most attractive are the colorful chart’s all say for there self’s.
Green one said “no gossips have life more than a week”.
Blue one added “turn scars into stars”,
But than I saw someone really sober as if thinking hard,
He looks like a stoic, full of scars!
I could feel the pain he must have gone through.
Is he really emotionless?
But he seem to have a big heart, as he never complains and is going through a lot of pain
What a world it could be if we all can be as sober thoughtful and forgiving as he seems to be!