i wish to be in love

I wish to be in love

Be with someone who will hold on to me

Be with someone I can trust

Someone who makes me feel free

I am waiting for you

My heart is broken

 its in pieces waiting for thee

May be soon it won’t feel anything

As people now and then hurt me

I have lost the feeling that feeling which makes me believe in thee  

I wish to be in love

Be with someone who will hold on to me

Love you know comes with time

We need to wait and go on dates

Look in each others eyes and see

What world means for thee and me

I am just another girl  who longs to be in love

But is afraid to count on thee

Will you save my sole tonight.

will you hold me tight

In your  arms and never let go

Will you stay by my side

Will you save my sole tonight

And say you love me

I wish to be in love

Be with someone  who will hold on to me

22-12-2012

22-12-2012

MATHS’S EXAM!

It is crazy! I thought, ill manage to study on 21-12-2012. As my maths exam was on 22-12-2012.

But god had other plans. It was said 21 is the last day of our world . but as u all know nothing happened and this fact was as true as the fact that i got 98 in maths duh ! bad joke.

So 21-12-12 was a important day for me really really Important. I woke up around 7 am but I was not well had cold n fever I could not even get up from bed

Had back pain due to sleeping on my drawing board ( that's what a architecture student does during exams :P)

And staring at my Ms. Freshers shas for hours. That’s another story so I was thinking how will I study for my maths exam and at the same time I was thinking about that girl to was RAPED and torched to the worst and then I was reminded of the rely we had planed last night.

this incident shook me hard. I could not believe this. But after I finally  accepted the facts this really happened. Maths exam was not a big deal.

Girl with my name

She looked good, talked good, played cool, and Ya! to some extent she could match up my thinking ! So we became friends, really good ones! and then I met my hyper friend, I knew her since we were in Diapers!!!! and then things changed I moved on with my life and now we  were in front of each other, Face to Face!!! her long nose , freakish smile and her hyper expression was worth noticing!

After a long time, ummm 6yrs appx... both of them stand by my side, thre' one of the best gifts i got from god and CJM!!! Every minute of my life with them is worth a silly smile, so our group is like me, anamika, tharki anshu, pagal palak and tubelight Tanvi, We are grown up now, all in their sweet 16zzzzzz daydreaming!!!!!! Honestly nothing has changed its just everyone knows who i am, and now they are a part of my world, they know how it is and this is how i became
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THE MOST POPULAR GIRL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

New friend

so i made a new new friend cool !
but how ? it was like i was alone she came to me and asked about my pink bag !
yeah i am girly and i love pink .
she asked me about my pink bag and then she started telling me about her bag her house her sister her mother her father her dresses and her house in US and her car and  everything she knew about her self.
 I found all that interesting for some days but then .
she blew  my mind  off !.
but still she was my  only friend and i listen to what ever she said .
yeah she is really good at heart her name Arushi Sharma my new friend in Chelsea ( Convent of Jesus and Mary is also know as Chelsea ) but then i met a girl with my name !

My Story

So things change !

In my case they change too fast or sometimes too slow !

so you must be thinking wassup with me this blog was only for poems !

I think your smart enough to know this is the change.

I am talking about.
 my poems always had some meaning, some deep meanings.
 you know, but now i want to explain them all.

so I was talking about the change.

I started writing when i was 12 and now i'll soon be '17'.all these years.
 I have changed from an innocent  down to earth girl ( you can say from a invisible girl) to one of the most popular girl of the school.

 Now when i say most popular girl. i see many eyebrows rise .

I know people talk about me i even know what they talk about me.

All I want is to thank them . 
For giving me there time and THOUGHTS .

Ok so lets get back to the change so 

How I changed from a never noticed girl to someone
who is admired by many but misunderstood by some .
so what changed me ?

hmmmm for that you got to wait for my next post 

that will be published on 17-2-2012

till then good night love you  all

Queen of hills

                                                                                                                                                                         

Singing Birds, Dancing trees,
 Acting clouds and Cold Breeze!

Ridge Shmila

   Never Ending Roads narrow streets. 

Sunny Ridge, snowy Kuffri!

Hot water spring, evergreen Golf course.

Saturday Roaming  Sunday’s movies.   Stop for a moment and you will see.

Number of birds walking like old ladies.

Suicide point looks like a door to heaven! and you can sense  history in graveyards mystery!
                                          
Vice Regal Lodge will take you to Victorian age

Vice Regal Lodge

My school was once a British orphanage

my school

Queen of hills say’s with proud .Come in once, your heart will not let you out! 

if you have any tips  for me to improve you can contact me at http://www.facebook.com/liveliferulenlove

I overcame my fears

by sid sood http://www.facebook.com/sidharth.sood.50

Today saw myself I am cute and fun.

Looked back thought, how was I all these years.

Was it full of tears!

But it was full of smile.

 Which I never did hide.

My life’s been full of people who really care and hate my tears.

They love my smile.

Whenever I am in tears I think of everyone who really care’s

 I love them they love me too.

That’s life we got to smile even with tears for the one’s who’s really cares.

When Sun is gone moon takes over

As every sweating face smiles when game is over

I am standing by my window looking at the moon with a smile.

Only one thought in my mind “loved this day it was full of work and play

I grew a day older a day wiser a my knees are blue my mind is full of new thoughts

Eyes in tears and smile which shows I overcame my fears

I overcame my fears!

Dreams

As each second passes by we loose a bit of life

That bit never comes back

People come and go ,who are they we don’t know!

Some dream there dreams some achieve there dreams

And they make sure, that we know who they are.

These dreamers who achieve there dreams are the ones who live there dreams .

They are day dreamers they are different

They change things

They change rules

They won’t let us forget

Who they are!..

They live life there way

And rule in every  way

Trust me that’s the best way

 Let’s live each and every day

i am a dreamer, a teenager

I am a dreamer, a Teenager.

I am living my Dreams,my life.
I meet angels everyday, my family my friends.
I see god everyday, in trees, woods and every cloudy day.
I watch life everyday,in the sunrise and every night.
i am dreaming my dreams, my ambitions my vision.
I am achieving them all ,by living all my days
i am a dreamer, a teenager