First snowfall of the year

As I stepped outside my office. I saw nature at its best as snowflakes touches the ground and disappears like magic and another one takes its place. When I saw something so beautiful disappears and it is lost forever , deep inside  I felt disheartened and disappointed but that is life. everything comes to an end and life goes on.

In minutes my hometown was covered in snow. As I started walking home freezing wind hit me. like a cold lover who is here to hug me for the last time. I wanted to hold on but I could not bear the pain. So I continued walking.

My dad could not pick me up as he was stuck in the jam. so I decided to walk home alone. It was late and streets were covered with snow on my way .I saw a girl walking home scared she looked and a bit insecure I could relate so I just smiled at her (kind of smile saying I am on the page) then we exchanged some words and we started walking in silence.

As moon took over the sun, we admired the view. How mountains sparkle like diamonds. Like everyone was sound asleep in a white blanket.

Everything was silent and calm. So when I reached home I had this feeling What is the fuss about?  Someday like a snowflakes we will disappear too

So let’s just accept our self the way

we are and do what we got to do.

Maybe we are beautiful to someone else too.

To my forever

Hey

I hope you are well and happy . I am doing good too .

I have been thinking about all kind of stuff these days .

Serious stuff you see . sometimes I wonder is there someone for me too ?

Someone who actually fits ? Someone I can call my soulmate . 

I hope you are there somewhere not only in my head but in real life too .

I am tired of looking for you in people I meet.

So now I have stopped  looking but I believe you are somewhere looking for me too.

So there are things. I want you to know .

I have plans for us . yes I am that girl who will drag you to places just to watch sun rise and set .

I hope you like dogs because i want to raise one someday and three of us can go for long walks. 

If you are afraid of dogs. I'll train him to like you.

I have solutions for everything. You will be proud of your girl.

I wish we meet soon because I have already started planing my house.

which can be  ours someday and I would love your views .

I cant wait to hear you say that’s my girl she is the architect of our house .

I would like to be your best friend the one you play with, party with, the one who will stand by you . we will be a team a really good one. .

Only thing I ever want from you is your naked soul and to never give up on us  .

Rest we will figure it out

Yes I am a very romantic person so I am going to bake for you  and send you gifts and do all kinds of stuff I have planned for people I did date but never got the chance to do because they were not you ( soulmate or same kind of crazy or whatever they call it  )

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But I believe in solitude too.  so I hope its cool with you if I decide to go somewhere alone or with my friends. .

You can do that too. 

If you are my soulmate I am sure you have a passion of your own and we will chase our dreams. 

I just cant wait to grow old with you . I have so much to tell you. 
But i will wait because you are my forever and this is not the only thing i ll write for you..